Stressful life

It isn't a much pleasure week for me.
As again today is already another new week for me.
And my work again, target again.
Argh, what a desperate thing in my life now.
I did whatever I can and a lot of efforts had been done,
but in the ends everything just seem like hang on and got rejected by the underwriter.
Really feel lost at this moment and keep on thinking
what can I do to make it better.
Unfortunately, many things seem like is out of my control
and I just can't control what people want or decide but just try to advise and convince them.
Therefore, yesterday I went to Popular to buy some snack and books.
It has been long time I didn't read much books after I worked.
As I am too busy and tired to do what I want after work.
My life is just only working and I can say I don't really have much time
to do whatever I like especially during week day night.
And yet sometimes during weekend I also got events need to do or work.
Hardly, for me to sit down read a book nowadays unless I really take out some of
my spare time to do it.
I had bought The Secret Daily Teachings by Rhonda Byrne and some motivation books by the Chinese authors:Eric Wu.
I think I really need a break or vacation to recharge my battery again.
Hopefully, I really can take leave on July so that I can plan for my trip
either go to China or Singapore for vacation.